KHud-agahi Ne Lahu Mein Dubo Diya Mujhko, Urdu Ghazal By Badr E Alam Khan Azmi

KHud-agahi ne lahu mein Dubo diya mujh ko
shuur-e-zat ki aisi mili saza mujh ko

misal-e-gauhar-e-nayab zer-e-ab raha
ye aarzu thi samundar uchhaalta mujh ko

main TimTimata hua tirgi se laDta raha
talash karti rahi sar-phiri hawa mujh ko

wo be-shumar dafine na yun paDe rahte
agar zamana saliqe se khodta mujh ko

mila kisi ko sukut-e-dawam o be-KHabari
lahu mein Duba hua ye qalam mila mujh ko

jabin pe kya kiya tahrir KHama-e-haq ne
ki aagahi bhi samajhti hai sar-phira mujh ko

main haarta hi gaya zindagi ki har bazi
shikast deti rahi umr bhar ana mujh ko

chaTaKH raha hai badan aur dhuan dhuan hai dil
kisi ne di hai sulagne ki baddua mujh ko

qusur mera yahi tha ki be-qusur tha main
amir-e-shahr ne phir bhi jala diya mujh ko

yahan wahan sar-e-bazar KHun baha mera
ajib hai ki chukana hai KHun-baha mujh ko

agar main dard se chiKHun to hai adakari
dikhaun zaKHm to kahte hain KHud-numa mujh ko

main apne hath mein apna burida sar le kar
chala to rok rahi thi koi sada mujh ko

kabhi charagh jalaun to kanp jata hun
har ek aag se lagta hai KHauf sa mujh ko

ba-fazl-e-abla-pai ba-faiz-e-tishna-labi
sarab DhunDh raha hai barahna-pa mujh ko

abhi mahal ke dar-o-baam na-mukammal hain
ye kis ne KHwab se aa kar jaga diya mujh ko

har inkishaf pe hairat-zada khaDa rahta
agar wo baiTh ke fursat mein sochta mujh ko

na jaane kab se hai us par dekhne ki hawas
fasil-e-zat se upar zara uTha mujh ko