Hijr Nagri, Urdu Nazam By Sadiya Safdar Saadi

teri maujudgi maujud hai to phir
yahan sab kuchh
mujhe phika fana jaisa
sukut-e-marg jaisa lag raha hai kyon
na duniya hai na shor-o-ghul
na hangame
na dil ko khinchte maile jhamele hain
na logon ke tamashe hain na aankhon mein koi raunaq
na sanson mein hararat hai
na hathon mein qalam mere
na hi takiye tale ghazlen na hi nazmen
na zulfon ko sanwarna aa raha hai aur na ab eyebrow
mein hain dhanak qausen na mascare se palkon ko shab ki syahi di
na surme se banai tur si aankhen
na ab saDi pahanti hun
na ab paTiyala shalwaren na kurte aur na chuDi-dar pajame
na naKHun nail-polish se banati hun sitare main
na 'atif' ka koi gana suna hai aur na 'rahat' ki qawwali hi
ajab bezar se din-raat hain mere
na baadal hain na barish hai
na jugnu hain parinde hain
yunhi be-waqt roti hun
dama-dam bas
aDhai tin tak main raat ke soti hun aaKHir ye
hua kya hai mujhe 'sadi'
ye kya viranagi hai samne mere
mera kamra hai ya sahra
meri aankhen hain ya dariya
hua kya hai khule kuchh to
baDi masum laDki hun
mujhe kab yaad hai main hun muqayyad kuchh dinon se
hijr nagri mein