Main Pachhta Raha Hun, Urdu Nazam By Afzal Peshawari

musibat mein KHud ko giraftar karke
jawani ko apni ek aazar karke
bana kar tumhein raaz-dan zindagi ka
wali raaz ka tum pe izhaar karke
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
main samjha tha mohsin sitamgar nikle
wafadar samjha jafa-kar nikle
samajhta raha tum ko gul se bhi behtar
magar gul ke parde mein tum KHar nikle
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
meri zindagi zindagi ab nahin hai
masarrat nahin hai KHushi ab nahin hai
labon se mere chhin li muskurahaT
muqaddar mein jaise hansi ab nahin hai
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
ummidon ka markaz jahan-e-tamanna
sukun-e-nazar dil ki taskin-e-beja
fareb-e-musalsal diye main ne dil ko
KHilaf-e-tawaqqoa magar tum ko paya
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
meri zindagi ke gulistan se khele
meri yas se mere arman se khele
khilauna samajh kar mere dil ko toDa
meri zist ke saz-o-saman se khele
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
tamannaon ka KHun tum ne bahaya
ummidon ka tum ne janaza nikala
na ki koi bhule se bhi ek inayat
kiya pas ek din na meri wafa ka
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
sada tum baratte rahe ho taghaful
jafaon ka ek din na TuTa tasalsul
fareb-e-musalsal main khata raha hun
hamesha mere dil ko dete rahe jul
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke
KHushi KHak mein tum ne hae mila di
hamesha jafaon se dad-e-wafa di
main afzal faqat nam ka rah gaya hun
yahan tak meri tum ne hasti haTa di
main pachhta raha hun tumhein pyar karke