Na UlTi Usne Mahfil Mein Naqab Awwal Se AaKHir Tak, Urdu Ghazal By Manohar Sahaye Anwar

na ulTi us ne mahfil mein naqab awwal se aaKHir tak
rahi phir bhi tajalli-e-barq-e-tab awwal se aaKHir tak

uThata hun nazar jab jaanib-e-aflak masti mein
to uTh jate hain ye saton hijab awwal se aaKHir tak

wo aaenge nahin aae KHat aaega nahin aaya
ghalat nikli meri tabir-e-KHwab awwal se aaKHir tak

hui har bar meri bariyon par bhul saqi ko
mujhe KHali diya jam-e-sharab awwal se aaKHir tak

gino donon tarah apne mazalim Thik niklega
shumar aaKHir se awwal tak hisab awwal se aaKHir tak

jo qisse hai shigaf-e-sina-e-KHud-chaak ke lab par
ba-gosh-e-chashm sun len aan-janab awwal se aaKHir tak

kahin umr-e-rawan dam-bhar Thaharne ko nahin rukti
raha karti hai ye pa dar-rikab awwal se aaKHir tak

kitab-e-ishq paDhni chahiye tujh ko bhi ai naseh
baDa dilchasp hai ek ek bab awwal se aaKHir tak

shab-e-sard-e-zamistan ki tarah afsurda afsurda
guzarta hai gharibon ka shabab awwal se aaKHir tak

gulon ke darmiyan shor-e-fughan karti rahi bulbul
na chaunka ek bhi ghaflat maab awwal se aaKHir tak

kinare par kar ke sust ho jata hai dariya bhi
kise rahta hai yaksan iztirab awwal se aaKHir tak

bahut jhiDka bahut DanTa bahut tambih ki mujh ko
bahut pur-lutf tha un ka KHitab awwal se aaKHir tak

gunahon hi gunahon mein kaTi hai zindagi meri
yahi main ne kamae hain sawab awwal se aaKHir tak

tajjub hai ki main jaan-soKHta zinda raha kyun kar
judai thi jahannum ka azab awwal se aaKHir tak

ye achchha hi hua hum kaamyab qurb hone mein
ba-har-surat rahe na-kaamyab awwal se aaKHir tak

hayat-afroz thi un ki jawani jin shahidon ne
lagae nara-ha-e-inqalab awwal se aaKHir tak

jise be-misl andaz-e-suKHan ho dekhna 'anwar'
paDhe mera kalam-e-la-jawab awwal se aaKHir tak