Shayad Jagah Nasib Ho Us Gul Ke Haar Mein, Urdu Ghazal By Seemab Akbarabadi

shayad jagah nasib ho us gul ke haar mein
main phul ban ke aaunga ab ki bahaar mein

kafnae baghban mujhe phulon ke haar mein
kuchh to bura ho dil mera ab ki bahaar mein

gundhwa ke dil ko lae hain phulon ke haar mein
ye haar un ko nazr karenge bahaar mein

nichla raha na soz-e-darun intizar mein
is aag ne surang laga di mazar mein

KHalwat KHayal-e-yar se hai intizar mein
aaen farishte le ke ijazat mazar mein

hum ko to jagna hai tere intizar mein
aai ho jis ko nind wo soe mazar mein

main dil ki qadr kyun na karun hijr-e-yar mein
un ki si shoKHiyan hain isi be-qarar mein

'simab' be-taDap si taDap hijr-e-yar mein
kya bijliyan bhari hain dil-e-be-qarar mein

thi tab-e-husn shoKHi-e-taswir-e-yar mein
bijli chamak gai nazar-e-be-qarar mein

baadal ki ye garaj nahin abr-e-bahaar mein
barra raha hai koi sharabi KHumar mein

umr-e-daraaz mang ke lai thi chaar din
do aarzu mein kaT gae do intizar mein

tanha mere satane ko rah jae kyun zamin
ai aasman tu bhi utar aa mazar mein

KHud husn na-KHuda-e-mohabbat KHuda-e-dil
kya kya liye hain main ne tere nam pyar mein

mujh ko miTa gai rawish-e-sharmgin teri
mein jazb ho gaya nigah-e-sharmsar mein

allah-re sham-e-gham meri be-iKHtiyariyan
ek dil hai pas wo bhi nahin iKHtiyar mein

ai ashk-e-garm mand na paD jae raushni
phir tel ho chuka hai dil-e-dagh-dar mein

ye moajiza hai wahshat-e-uryan-pasand ka
main ku-e-yar mein hun kafan hai mazar mein

ai dard dil ko chheD ke phir bar bar chheD
hai chheD ka maza KHalish-e-bar-bar mein

ifraat-e-masiyat se fazilat mili mujhe
main hun gunahgaron ki pahli qatar mein

Darta hun ye taDap ke lahad ko ulaT na de
hathon se dil dabae hue hun mazar mein

tum ne to hath jaur-o-sitam se uTha liya
ab kya maza raha sitam-e-rozgar mein

kya jaane rahmaton ne liya kis tarah hisab
do chaar bhi gunah na nikle shumar mein

o parda-dar ab to nikal aa ki hashr hai
duniya khaDi hui hai tere intizar mein

roi hai sari raat andhere mein be-kasi
aansu bhare hue hain charagh-e-mazar mein

'simab' phul ugen lahad-e-andalib se
itni to zindagi ho hawa-e-bahaar mein